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Seriously I think i make a big mistake of blogging that last night that i also embrass ky too i never thought of that cos i really think my blog as a diary for myself so i will just write things in there how i feel things but honestly ky isnt that a bad person after all maybe sometime ky sometime he do bad things to me but he also have been nice to me just that yesterday was not in a good mood that i type those things ... After ky talk to me i really feel really bad for myself maybe things maybe bad but u have to face the problem face to face not just running away and keep it silently . Maybe i took things abit too seriously plus low esteem make the suituation worse ... Anyway it is just a misunderstand that all i can said i have to said sorry to ky cos i shouldnt be blogging that to annouce something that ky is just joking that make him into a devil anyway he is but maybe u have to know yrself not just a side story i just said once again ky is a nice person after all ....

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Seriously today is the worse of my day at the morning when ky and godwin talk about pony cos i don unserstand wat is pony i asked godwin and ky started shaking his head and said u are 21 years old u don even know wat is pony is !!! I really terrible feel humiliated i know my english is weak but you don have to said that seriously maybe u are joking but to me it is like a big impact so sad saiding me all kind of bad things i really very tired and sad wat tian zing face , ugly maybe i was wrong for disturbing you but truely enough will ppl really make this kind of joking to make the three girls behide me for a joke cant a ppl learn to repect ppl but in the end i still apologized to him maybe i was wrong maybe i take his mac chicken press he burger abit cos he struggling me some how but sometime i don know wat to do ... words can be so destructive to someone who have low self esteem like me

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Having weird dream is almost every night for me so thing must kind of hard i should said so the dream is about school it is a very weird school with rollercoaster and with big coffee shop it's weird ppl i can remember is indera , jane , khan yong,dt things get weird that indera manage to speak chinese omg it is funny la we did ride the rollercoaster it is cool but ppl just fly off and they never get hurt after that don know y seem they are enjoying and suddenly han ming appear and he dress like professional and said like it is 6.30 let go play badminton and everything just change to night mode and i'm outsiding the school fountain with my friends and worse is that i forget to bring my cloth that is the worse and the problem is it is so real and suddenly i heard ppl said presentation then my handphone alarm start ringing some how i want to draw wat it is in my dream since almost everyday my dream is so weird Haha .... currently i learn perspective it is really hard but very fun don know y just like programming but sometime really get mad cos just cant get things right anyway i have to go bb

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I don know why after i awake and eat my dinner and after i awake and drink cup of water and after i awake and read my manga and after i awake i feel so movitated don know why some how i plan something LOL

But before all that the worse thing have happen i accidental change my everything to the new blogger beta shit is becase of the after awake curse shit now i don know going to be happen i hope things will turn out right omg

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Yesterday watch grudge 2 with indera and jane it is okie but i prefer the japanese it is more detail and more scary the english one is not gd i just want to exprience how is the differences but i did anyway sometime did scare me LOL jane said it is scary she hug indera and she said next watch horror moive must ask indera cos he nice to hug ... after that we walk around PS and went home it is fun .

Just now just read fruits basket chapter 131 the last volume and i always love that manga just that have been stop buying cos i have to wait and i never catch it like alot of months and i now started reading by dl and i feel really touch and sad but i knowthe endding is going to be happy one and explain how the the 12 animal and the cat involve it is really touching i not going to detail. As i read the manga i remember it was so long ago like 1st year of NYP when i told my friends i read fruits basket they said it is gay i don really think so if u like love novel i think u will really appricated it alot anyway it not all about love it also include friendship and some realtily some part of it really reflect me alot and some how it like i in the story so that is why i like to read it. No matter wat fruits basket is the best manga that i ever read that all .... i hope the faster finshed the manga but the subber have to sub for that some i have to wait for chapter 135 and 136 ....

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Today is boring day so i don know wat to blog so i really like crapping in my blog sry about that wat is the most happen is yesterday bah it is really cool saw ter dancing LOL seriously the show is nice plus listen some song from the singer it is okie cant really touch me so is just okie ... But wat is interesting is i took bus 74 reach hougang and wanted to take taxis but in my 2nd thought i want to walk home haha it is loong but just go a feeling of walking the road that i used to walk in my sec school and walking under the dark sky let me really feel abit lonely but not just feeling very new i like that kind of feeling lonely yet not .... from puggol to rivermall i think about how many km haha reach home around 1.30 plus plus mum like scolding me y so late then i tell her din manage to get the last bus LOL then she let me go if not i will never end sad lor ..... and today school is okie quite funny but boring you loon going for presentation that is cool ppl who wer formal that just look cool no matter wat la plus a neat tie bussiness man liao plus indera din come to school cos check up LOL haha ... alot of gd and bad happen but it's going to be a better day tomorrow gd nite