Play computer game day

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Blog know the title of my day is really lame but that all i do today ... ==__== today watch pokemon and with to my friend house next block only ... reallly a long time didn't go to his house liao ... the only changing is his pc game lolxx .. anyway nothing to do just play his ps 2 so envy him lor managa to get one ps 2 i not money only have ps only very sian nothing to play one .... My friend of alot alot of game i try about 3 cd of game really caught me up lor is was damn nice 1 rpg ,1 arpg ,1 fighting game i like fighting game alot ... i play guitly gear XX lolxx that one i like the most deal to the way the game character was so beautiful drawn ... don't know how to use special got bully by my friend sian lor but it is really fun lor lolxx so i don't mind i only manage to win him once though lolxx . Play until 4pm ++ then return home .

Reach home nothing to do don't feel like study so i go play world craft frozen throne game call dota 5.85c lolxx on the battle net lolxx long time never touch this game ... lolxx . Mun reach home from NTUC buy lemon juice with aloe sunkist band lolxx thought she will bring orange juice sian ... but still taste good so nevermind ... Today really nothing to do sia ... but play game really fun lor lolxx i will only complain when i got kill and i don't want to show u guyz how i complain it is horrible lor ... visit my favourite artist (anime drawing) site really beautful ... 4 drawing is up long time didn't visit liao since last year ... wanted to start my new layout but still don't have any ideal of design my layout but i will do that in my holiday day . Eat my dinner and blah blah blah lolxx ... i put all kind of shit in my online dairy sia ... ==__== so sry blog thinking of my friend birthday but since my birthday like still a long way to go .... i think that time the school aready open liao sian ... but hope i will get to eat alot alot of things lolxx because i like to eat that y i so fat lolxx it's going to be my 20 birthday lolxx i been living in this earth at 19year and 4 month 2day lolxx day past so fast see all my primary school friend all gone liao never got their contact lose everything sian remember that time play tamagochi so funny my friend got caught playing that tamogochi got confiscate and he cry lolxx some hide inside his underwear lolxx that time i laugh like hell that is most funniest primary school life i have i'm in 6G Em3 class lolxx A to G i'm in the last class everytime break time all our friend will be at the school car gate play tamagochi lolxx i breeding a chick lolxx the most i breed untill my chick got wings hehe fun sia think about let me feel like play it again lolx ..What is memories y do memories have sad and happy ones ... ??Memories is just the deepest impression u have that u can't forget that is very important to me and everyone that we can't live without them ... Too bad i don't like to take photo if not i will take everything around me and write every pic of what really happen ... that will flash back what i forget .. Good night blog see u again .

World Peace

Dmd test so hard

Dear Blog

today Today is April fool i almost forgot untill my friend sms me a lame message lolxx ;P

Came to school so early because i wake up too early reach school at 11 am ... got so worried about my dmd and start study got really confuse don't understand what to do .... thought at least will score for the theory test but hai ... too hard liao and i was like rush throught everything in this morning ... never prepare for my test so sia ... okie back to my day ...

When so early really got nothing to do i went for my breakfast lolxx ate a plate of noodle plus egg and a orange juices my favouite didn't here got sell sunkist juice next time i buy liao went to library and study but got so sleepy and take a short nap and set my hp alarm lolxx ... scare i over slept lolxx ... slept untill 12.30 pm lolxx
back to study aiyo ... got really headach sian ... keep study untill the reach 4pm ... only memorize have of chapter 1,2 the rest like not really die liao hope didn't come out but in the end the unforunate that they come out it was like shit most of the question is i never even touch sian liao ... left early for my test lolxx see my friend alot don't know but he dodn't convince me lor he so smart one desmond is another one he everytime said he don't know then in the end like .... ==__== don't said ... i went out said i die liao .. ppl don't believe it was like funny lor don't know y i luagh also maybe too stress liao ... when i nervous i alway laugh or keep smiling don't know y ppl said i crazy or wat maybe i am lolxxx ..

I was totally moody want to go for orcard again but not this time have to do house work so didn't go .... if not going to get scolding liao .... yeah actually felt abit happy deal to now more common test but exam is really behide wait for us hey wait after exam is what is holidaYYYyy hehe .. looking forward yahooo .... i was dreaming all the way to my bus stop then i remember what indera said it is you loon birthday .. don't know how old he is but hope he have a enjoyable birthday ... :P Download a very cute japanese song from kotoko a female singer and mahou sensei opening too ... maybe i going to play it on my blog to share even though no one is listening lolxx but i can listen can liao lolxx ...

Yesterday deal to can't blog yesterday

I some kind of forget what happen yesterday but it is at least better than today so it is good sign lolxx CS test is okie know quite alot of question said like i don't know about 5 question the rest hope i can get it right la ....

that all my both day story a short story .... come to my end of story hope my day will be better ^^

A person birthday don't know how many ppl in this world having the smae birthday as him but hope everyone have a happy and delightful day

See you again blog

World Peace

Such a stressful day for me

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Wake up late and didn't bath actaully woke up at 6.40am++ lolxx gosh running late only get what i have to do everyone do in the morning lolxx got a bun and run out the house lolxx waited for the bus to come it was like 7.20am ++ to come reach at school around 8.05am lolxx late for my math lesson teacher is funny and lesson is quite interest as i know math is the subject i like the most must see what teacher teach she is funny lor maybe her joke is my type bah .... alot of my friends felt annoy lolx her ... lolxx our class was like 4 ppl attend for her lesson .... oh my god ... anyway i also do anything ...

Having a 4 h break was a long but it is not deal to have to do my stupid stressful java that really break me down ... can't get my expo formal work correctly ... i was so moody totally .. stress STRESSSS T___T see all my friend finish their java was like .. envy them how come they r so clever one ... ==__== michelle was so kind of pro to me she almost doing the projet for all the guyz lor ... it was like wow clap clap clap ... but felt abit sry because she help help until can't attend for her cs ... we have e_assesment to do ... quite easy some answer i peek at indera one lolxx only 1 or 2 i don't understand the question lolxx teacher look very stressed some how ... don't know y felt weird if i ask her ....

Went for java lab do do do do ask ask ask teacher keep said aiyo ayio .. give me a big headach ... i already so stress want to cry out liao lor ... but in the end i just hand up mine since teacher said is okie so i don't care liao lor i know my mark will be high ... it was like shit ... and go print my java code ... go print also must ask friend to come along like a child like that but i afriad mah if not i don't know what to do ... lolxx my friend i only bring u there only then i go liao okie it is okie to me i really don't mind ... in the end me and the other two went there they talk alot sia but funny sia don't know y ....in the end hand up my hard copy and pass up and yeah did it ^^ .

Went home happily not much stress lolxx over slept in the bus it was like hell lor miss 2 bus stop walk back home take another 20mins ++ reach home so sweaty hai ~~~ i should sleep in the bus .... but alway felt sleepy when i sit there do nothing ... reach home around 7.oopm++ eat my dinner guess what is noodle not again ... today breakfirst noolde afternoon laksa dinner dumpling noodle it was like ... T__T ... so how feel abit sick .. of eating that .... actually the laksa is horrible so plain i think the other is okie but not the laksa ... and now i'm here blogging hehe ^^ that all my day end again ... life is like a drawing paper there maybe beautiful things and may have ugly things u can draw colour can be dull colours can be colourful maybe is how u wanted to be ... okie i gtg now see u again blog make hope my life will full with beautiful colour in my drawing of life .

World Peace

My heart going to pop up

Dear Blog

Today is a nice and fine day "actually" in jap lesson lolxx listen to japanese songs lolxx funny sia don't know y like i never listen japanese song before lolxx but those song i listen is totally new to me so quite interesting to me but other like don't look interested to them .... lolxx Teacher talk about those singer past lolxx quite interesting too ...

After that went with my friend to elp wait for other friend actually forgot to bring my java disk it was like .... wanted to asked for help but in the end too complicated lolxx it was like gosh who going to help me ... But never mind is yr own project .. Started to get mooody after that cos of stress .... went for my lunch with my friends eat japanese food eat quite nice like the miso soup is the best sia ... other than that is okie ... someone said the japanese food sushi is bad infront of the store lor i was like don't need to be so direct bah want to said also dont said infront of them mah give them some face mah ... i was like felt abit of ashame or something to stand infront the store i really hope no one listen to my friend said that just now .... gosh i will never said that i swear ... X__X even though u r joking but to other it is not.

Went to dmd lab for not long went home have a good nap is that best ... find out my home can't go to eservice i was going crazy it is like shit .. wat the hell ... my japanese homework is also like that i can't take it anymore like restrict my life ... >___< i hate that so much ... ask my from help lucky there is some body can help ... call some of my friend but late reply sia ... lolxx funny lor he call then i said aiyo y u so late one .... i asked my friend liao ... thanks to my stupid com i will hyaku of ty for give me trouble in my life ... have to hand in my java project by tuesday shit shit i haven't finish got problem with it i going to die liao ... who is going to help me but the onyl person can help me is myself bah .... roar ~~~ want to cry liao i can't take this stress ... hope my flash project will be smoothly finish by tomorrow and i going to study for my common test too so stress i wasted one of my day sia . Tomorrow have lesson lolxx math yeah ... cs opunk java punk ... think of it i think i going to seprate from my friend because there is time we have to choose our own specialess module T__T it is sad lor ... i haven't get to know them really well i just felt i only just one step closer to them but it aready make me feel sad enough ... just like ite i really can't bear to leave my friends almost cry lor T__T my friends console me ya he is true we will still get to see each other even though we cant be together . Get a day and meet up ... thinking of that we going to meet when i going to have holiday yahooo~~ can't wait i going to treat them nothing what lolxx my friends happy i also happy that will make my life more happier ... because we r close ^^ :P ... This end of my day lolxx a story to be sad a story to be happy but that is was we call life we will keep on walking not turning back just keep on walking ... see u again blog

World Peace

This is my habit sry to tell u

i find this from ppl blog i alway like to read ppl blog lolxx sry i know is weird but is my habit this is someone i don't know i will never anyhow read my friend blog for nothing this is a lesson i learn lolxx actually it is a story a very very touching story from this blog Her

"I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.

His name is Frans.

I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.

I found that I fell in love with him.

Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.

And soon we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.

I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.

To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl.

"Frans, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.

Frans: "I cant" Why?

You need to study at home? I felt disappointment grabbing me.

No I am going to meet a friend.

He was always like that.

He met girls infront of me, like it was nothing.

To him, I was just a girlfriend.

The word "love" only came out of my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say "I love you" before.

To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.

He didnt say anything from the first day and it continued through 100 days, 200 days...

Everyday he would hand me a doll. I dont know why. Then one day...

Me: Um, Frans...I love you.

Frans: Um, take this doll, and go home.

He dissappeared. Like he was running away from me.

The dolls I received filled my room. Then my 15th birthday came.

I wanted Frans to call. But the day turned to night. He never called. Then suddenly, at 2 am. He called and told me to go outside and meet him there.

Again, he handed me a doll and left. Forgetting my birthday. As he ran off I yelled, "Wait!"

He came. "Tell me you love me." I said.

He said simple cold words, then left. "If you are so desperate to hear it, find someone else."

Maybe he isnt right for me. I spent a month sitting and crying. He never called, though I waited around the phone each day. He just handed me a doll, ever morning, outside of my house. Never fail.

I decided to go back to school. My month of sulking was over.

But what pained me the most was that I saw him on the street, touching the doll, smiling, a smile I had never seen before, to another girl.

I ran home crying, whyd he give me all these dolls? They were probably picked out by other girls!

The phone rang, it was him, telling me to meet him outside.

Soon, he held out the doll. As usual.

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it onto the road.

I yelled at him, telling him I never wanted to meet a person like him ever again.

But today, his eyes were shaking, he walked to the road to pick the doll up.

Me: You stupid! Just throw it away!

He ignored me and tried to pick it up. Then Honk~~Honk~~ A loud truck was coming toward him. I yelled for him to move. But he didnt hear.

HONK~~*Boom*

Thats how he went from me. I sulked even worse. He left me. I was alone.

After two months, I decided to take the dolls out. I wanted to see how many days I spent truly close to him.

There were 485 dolls.

I started to cry again. I hugged one of the dolls in my arms.

"I love you~~I love you"

I picked up another and pressed its stomach.

"I love you~~I love you"
"I love you~~I love you"
"I love you~~I love you"

I never realized it, but his heart was always beside me. Protecting me. I took the doll out from under the bed, the one with his blood stain on it. I squeezed its stomach.

"Jo...do you know what today is? Weve been loving each other for 486 days.

I couldnt say I love you. I was too shy. But take this doll...it will say I love you...everyday...until I die.

Jo...I love you."

Why God? Why am I too late? He cant be by my side. But he loved me until his last moment alive. And I will always carry that doll with me, until the day I can meet him in heaven."


So sad T__T

So for those who know wat to do do it now because time will not wait for u ;P
good night blog

Nice day trip hehe

Dear blog,

Today i went out with my family we went shopping lolxxx sister bought alot of things lolxx got scold by my mum said waste money me just walk around the kino big big book store still remember i went there not long ago lolxx with my friends but this time me alone ... my brother went and buy their cloth me don't need to i hate shopping actually lolxx so i don't really have new clothing lolxx see alot alot of manga makes me so happy always just wish that if i own this kino that will be great ... can have what books i want ... is totally cool "even though i dont read books i only read managa "... i'm daydreaming again lolxx wish that never came true ...talking about dream there is so many of dream i wanted but there isnt much effort i put in so in the end they will not turn true ... quite sad watch everytime my distance between my dream got future and future away ... T__T in the end never buy anything lolxx sound pity bah but see those managa make me happy enough.

Ya tomorrow got school lesson it is quite sad though have to go school hai y .... i really hope i a long break my mind now is think about term break which i can totally relex and have alot alot of fun ... do wat i want is what i call life if not when u grow up alot of things u probably do liao so don't waste yr youth anymore ppl out if not u will regreting ... i haven't went club before when my friend ask my to go in the msn lolxx i hate clubing ... actually (*that wat i think only) so too bad but i hope them will have fun though .Tomorrow have to go for japanese lesson T__T quite sian actually but our teacher is yashashi sensei dakara iidesu lolxx act jap only me still remember teach indera wrongly lolxx funny sia .. me jap sure really bad got homework didnt do lolxx i'm too lazy T__T .... ya this is how my day end really sound boring but at least i know something lolxx life is tough we need to have rest not to stop here but to walk a future jorney .... ya walk i looking forward to see all kind of ppl in my life i will not cry i will not run even though they are mean to me i will stand up and be strong . See you again blog

World Peace