Dear blog

Seriously today is the worse of my day at the morning when ky and godwin talk about pony cos i don unserstand wat is pony i asked godwin and ky started shaking his head and said u are 21 years old u don even know wat is pony is !!! I really terrible feel humiliated i know my english is weak but you don have to said that seriously maybe u are joking but to me it is like a big impact so sad saiding me all kind of bad things i really very tired and sad wat tian zing face , ugly maybe i was wrong for disturbing you but truely enough will ppl really make this kind of joking to make the three girls behide me for a joke cant a ppl learn to repect ppl but in the end i still apologized to him maybe i was wrong maybe i take his mac chicken press he burger abit cos he struggling me some how but sometime i don know wat to do ... words can be so destructive to someone who have low self esteem like me