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Today i really do something i practice my drum finally this is the first time i really practice so alot of thing i don know omg i think this time i kind of worry and my brother dl a song that i wanted so much and finally finished it is from drummania i going to put in my blog i like her voice very sweet ...

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Today finally finish my presentation and i don know i did well but some of my friends said okie and some said no so i did like to said okie i did myself i really stand up of my neviousness some how i think i improve abit for presenting not like last time i feel abit happy actually i hate presentation have to talk loud and face alot of ppl i kind of shy and afaid ppl will look down on me i think i really low self esteem ... that y i cant really cant make things right seriously ....

On the way to db alot of things going on see my friends joking around lauging talking crap and on and on and on okie ky said i'm a acquaintance to him so how maybe it is a joke but don sound like a joke i seem to be sad and yet to know the truth feel like tear droping yet not some how i remember something sad they come out my mind it is so depress me. I think i will forget it and get over it.

Once again back to drum lesson it is kind of fun today playing with it and mess up every little note teacher keep looking me and i know i mess up alot of things some how very bad shown that i din practice some how i kind of lazy .... okie worse of the worse is that i spend about 1.30 hr to reach home and that is hell long .... okie that all for today

i think if thing have to go mean it have to go i really don want to hold it tight i need some space for myself to breath i want to said ty for everything =)

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Yesterday java lesson is great and easy one though wat i love the most of this sem is programming other than that sux okie school start very late yesterday morning and got some complaint "sad but true case"

JUst have to forget this worse moment that i have ...

Today fail to give the presentation slide to shawn and i doing now LOL call jane for help but in the end i was just thinking how am i going to start i so tire some more ky call me to go watch movie with val , polo , godwin and he said is okie sure can i don believe u cos everybody is different i know myself too well i don have a gd memory and i don speak well so i have to work hard to get a gd presentation so i have to do it well by today okie have to start working hard okie that all i will stop now bb

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I have upload a song kiss me goodbye from ff12 singer is angela aki her voice is beautiful i like it alot i have her album it is cool really the song i love the most is this love and home and other she sing and compose her own music with piano but not kiss me goodbye it's from Uematsu Nobuo

lyrics

You say my love is all you need to see you through
But I know these words are not quite true
Here is the path you’re looking for, an open door
Leading to worlds you long to explore
Go, if you must move on alone
I’m gonna make it on my own
Kiss me good-bye, love’s memory
Follow your heart and find your destiny
Won’t shed a tear, for love’s mortality
For you put the dream in my reality
As time goes by I know you’ll see this of me
I loved enough to let you go free
Go, I will give you wings to fly
Cast all your fears into the sky
Kiss me good-bye, love is mystery
All of my life, I’ll hold you close to me
Won’t shed a tear, for love’s mortality
For you put the dream in my reality
Kiss me good-bye, love’s memory
You put the dream in my reality