Dear blog

Nothing to do today wake up late as i type around 2++ i think .Swt really bored man no school got to study sianz don understand any thing but still have to go on maybe i study them tomorrow bah hope everything goes well read my friends blog guess wat got scolded some more with a word bitch he/she don understand a thing if u were me wat u will u do helping ppl and don do yr project hello i'm not a pro and i have to do my project also so pls think about other's situation before u judge yr conclusion this is totally so unfair to me i know im not honest toward things i don like but wat can i do ?Everyone is asking for my help and i going to said something like "NO" solve it yrself or i should just take my bad and go home and do my project !!... plus me myself only have like 1 or 1 and 1/2 hrs of doing my own project and the other was like whole 5 hrs of doing their damn project and i have a java report to rush WHY WHY DO EVERYONE JUST THINK ABOUT THEMSELF. WHEN DO THEY START TO THINK ABOUT OTHERS? i will makes things simple life is meant to be realistic so i don want to care anymore since yr sentance already make things so clear i quit go find yrself i hate it .Anyway conclusion have already made i think that's the end of it ...

I lied to someones to protected myself is it a bad thing ??

Dear blog

Yesh finally hand up all my project only left one presentation to do and that's it i'm done and left for my common test and exam going to be stressful kind of happy actually i manage to finish my add cart in the lab around 4pm++ or 5pm ++ hehe so happy i copy everything from teacher folder and change alot of things in it yesh i done it all by myself hehe so happy but i dint tell anyone about that when i finish i'm kind of self-fish i think but i don want to get stress under by them have to help them and i don know how to debug their code it is totally frustrated cos how am i going to know wat u do in the coding and i have read through where or yr code and understand them before i startt he debugging and if i tell everyone i going to too busy to help everyone okie i'm kind of selffish but seetho finish liao yet she is not so i feel kind of glad cos i not the only one who is selffish .. if help 1 or 2 maybe i will help lor but see them i'm totally sianz liao i know they are nice to me but shit happen i'm seffish sry to friends and myself plus hope they will understand me. Just have to stop here i'm feel very sleepy cos of the pill swt swt nothing to talk much .I have over slept i woke up at 1 pm ++ and i thought it is only 10 am ++ lolx my head is so giddy that i cant think properly haha my pill really react strongly that is y i hate so much to take that pill i cant do alot of stuff with that stupid sideinflect ...

Dear blog,

It is a first day of the week i see two rainbow when i going to school i guess i going to be blessed for this whole week haha i have one of the pic in my hp lolx my hp got camera hehe so happy actually in school it is fun ureshi desu some how see terence he look like trouble or something don know i also din ask just hope everything goes right bah yeah about project is it worse of the worse i don want to talk about it just hope i can manage to finish them pls god give my yr soul and yr brillant mind to survive in this stress project that mess my life thanks goodness there is always someones that always behide u supporting u i felt happy don know y at least make u feel that u r not alone i really don want to be alone that really makes me feel really sad do u believe that time changes a person my answer is going to be yes really really i don know y i felt my friends change alot don know y or maybe the one who is changing is me i really hope ppl don change but that is uncontrolable so we have to let it be something hope our changes is in the right path ... kuan yi and terance they act weird today don know wat happen maybe i 'm the one acting weird hope all the ppl around is do great haha going bed now hope i have a gd rest ^^ havnt been sleep welll like sleep around 3-5 hrs that is worse i will grow old in no tell we have to hae enough sleep ^^