Dear blog

Today finally finish my presentation and i don know i did well but some of my friends said okie and some said no so i did like to said okie i did myself i really stand up of my neviousness some how i think i improve abit for presenting not like last time i feel abit happy actually i hate presentation have to talk loud and face alot of ppl i kind of shy and afaid ppl will look down on me i think i really low self esteem ... that y i cant really cant make things right seriously ....

On the way to db alot of things going on see my friends joking around lauging talking crap and on and on and on okie ky said i'm a acquaintance to him so how maybe it is a joke but don sound like a joke i seem to be sad and yet to know the truth feel like tear droping yet not some how i remember something sad they come out my mind it is so depress me. I think i will forget it and get over it.

Once again back to drum lesson it is kind of fun today playing with it and mess up every little note teacher keep looking me and i know i mess up alot of things some how very bad shown that i din practice some how i kind of lazy .... okie worse of the worse is that i spend about 1.30 hr to reach home and that is hell long .... okie that all for today

i think if thing have to go mean it have to go i really don want to hold it tight i need some space for myself to breath i want to said ty for everything =)