Dear blog

Finally blog days just past like hour glass once again now is 4 nov so fast cant really feeling the happen round me quite sad but it is real. So happy my mum is back from oversea so i would be lonely at home at night cos my sister come back home late brother go ns father working night shift most the time so leaving me alone sometime is really boring and feel lonely so see my mother i so happy plus i really miss her.

Saturday what i wake up is that i have to hand up the comm skill ICA one sian like have to be on time but in the end i'm late as usaully hope shawn wouldnt be get mad LOL . Sitting at home doing nothing i mean really nothing but at least i manage to draw something but in the end the drawing was in the mess so nvm too many thing to touch up. So how i been thinking about my further i really kind of worry really what i'm going to do after NYP i know NS but after sure i want to go to U of course but with my english standard do u think i can ?? SO i have to study for my english plus don want my friends making fun of my english .... Some how life is so tiring have to learn so many many things so time i really want to be a bird just run away from reality it is too realistic in this world see ppl around me changing and ppl that trying so hard to be other and ppl talking back toward ppl i think sometime just give ppl a chance i don believe that there is 100% good and 100% bad i'm sure everybody have a good and their bad side so pls just at least give them a chance!!

Life is simple but some how when ppl grow they just see things more complicated ...
I wish i can be a bird that can fly place to place a where we call paradise where only joy and laughter